miss toh

finally i am able to add my new entry here. sorry for not blogging here for quite sometime cos i have a trouble signing in. i just realised the reason why. that is because i keep keying bnssfish.gmail.com instead of bnssfish@gmail .com........

i went china and took some pictures with miss how.. i am so surprised to see miss how and company there.

after the trip in china, i went puala ubin and had a big fall that caused my adorable face to be injuried. i think siying and i are both really damn unlucky this while.. she broke her teeth and me, injuried my face. yup. i fell from bicycle while goin downslope. due to the high speed, i began to panic n pushed the brake. dueto this sudden brake, i fell and my face "bounced" through those rocks and my thigh near the pelvis got a palm size blueblack. sooboon, u wanna see my miserable look at that very moment right.. i will show u when i see u. but i guess this is a blessing in disguse.... i learnt about the love and care from my family . my sisters cried together with me and accompanied me to the changi hospital, my didi dashed so fast to look for my parents who cycled so slowly, the coffeeshop uncle who offered us milo and didnt collect any money from us cos he asked my sisters to concentrate in taking care of me, dx who rushed down to the hospital , relatives who visited me and my meimei who will get me food when i am hungry cos i cant go and buy things now with the injuries on my face and etc......... its a blessing somehow.. but still, if i got the chance to choose, i will not want to fall :)

i am now much better . yanyan was toking about coming to visit me tomorrow . dx will be at my place tomorrow too.. when i told him about this, he wasnt quite willing to meet my frien. seriously, i feel quite disappoointed cos although i am afraid of meeting his friends, i still meet them. but from his tone when he answered me, he has got 101% of unwillingness. kind of unhappy and angry
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today my tuition kid granny called me. she said that teacher told her that my tuition kid is not very good in comprehension and etc. so i have to be more firm and fierce when teaching her and etc.it is kind of dishearten to see that she didnt improve after trying so hard to teach and control her. so she asked me to come down this tuesday and i agreed. but ... after thinkin, i started to get worry about how am i goin to go to her place with my face still not recovered. i feel very inferior seriously..that time when i was in hospital and when the patients stared at me. i got so pressurized that i cried even harder.. i told jason that maybe i can go by cab and etc but he told me when kids see me they will go " eee why the jiejie face like that " abit exaggerating but true maybe.. he told me that my bf should accompany me there as he would accompany his gf if this happened as this is what a bf should do ..and went i told him about the donut factory thing he said that he would q for his gf but when i tell dx he doesnt want and i noe he wont ..this makes me wanan compare dx with him somehow. i noe i shouldnt compare cos jason is those kind who treat his gf damn good and also they are two diff person.. but somehow at times i wonder is it because dx dont really care much about me or this is just that diff pp has got diff way of doing things. i noe i shouldnt compare ..sorri for all the naggings

kk. below are some of the photos taken with miss how and friends: