I miss MAMA!!

i have been back at melb for, let me see, 3 years? no? er... just 2 weeks? can you imagine? 2 weeks really felt like 3 long years to me!

and the first night when i came, i was crying like a big baby ok. i cried my lungs out because no one was at home and i really miss my mother so much. she helped me pack my luggage until it was so neat that i didnt have the heart to go and ruin it!

the night when we were packing, i just simply throw everything i am going to bring over and she help me to pack everything into that small bag. can you imagine? she wrap every pair of my shoes into individual plastic bags. and she helped me to fold my clothes nicely. speaking of this, i really felt like crying again lar. no one can understand the pain i am suffering whenever i leave my mother's side.

then, one day, i cooked my first meal here.

the rice was watery, eggs not salty, chicken was burnt but the veggie was delicious. i am quite talented lar.

and then i spent about 6 hours unpacking, cleaning and moving my room. it was so tiring that i had a headache WHILE i was sleeping. so painful that i had to wake up to take panadol and then continue sleeping. WTF? now, my room is finally ready. feels really cosy eh.

my room is so small, i know. i have two tables, one for studying and one for computer cum makeup. cool right?!

finally, i can say that everything is sort of settled down right now. but i am still worried about my mother. she's going on a trip, a difficult one i must say. i really hope everything will be successful for her. i am behind you ok, mama! 我愛你!!

today at the tram stop while waiting for the tram, i suddenly had the urge to take this photo. so i told my friend to take it for me, and i kindda like it! i look so carefree like that, without any worries lar.

urm, i cut my hair short. for those of you who havent seen my new hairstyle, that means i havent seen you guys for so long already!! must meet up the first minute when i reach singapore the next time ok!!!

sansan!